eoe-0605-010 from sarajevo: life in city
(LOS ANGELES, POSTED JUNE 20, 2005)
sidewalk and pigeon
you look like a city
but you feel like religion to me
--laura nyro
new york tendaberry
sash checked in again.
"my line is kicking in, cig is gone, beer half-done and you are oceans away. i should sleep."
i love sash. sash is a true light.
also thought i'd introduce you to laura nyro, my muse. new york tendaberry, from the album of the same name.
that's a dream of sarajevo down below.
(SARAJEVO, BOSNIA. POSTED JUNE 20, 2005)
HELLO THERE!!!!!!
i hope this message finds u well and in good being!!!!!!
as for me i am sipping last beer and smoking last cigarette. i hate last cigarette--i truly got hooked here!!!!
my computer was broken so i couldn't write sooner but am back now!!!!!
i guess i got virus chatting on bosnian gay chat rooms and it crashed my pc. bad part of it is that my dad saw history of webs i visited so....
coming out ended in argument & fist fight & after that his tears & me saying it was all bad joke.
my dear!!!! it messed me up little but got over it and... moving on!!!!
my whole trip is being weird. those parties i threw. worst gang of town showed up--and in sarajevo that means worst! they stold bunch of shit and we got stuck doing speed h and e for few days. they seemed so cool ‘till the day they left and i figured my 2 cameras and cell phones and wallets (my parents’) are missing. folks freaked but they are used to me so they sort of expected it!!!!
as for me i got sooooo disapointed. my old city is gone. that kind of shit never happened b4.
my sister also called during parties and some guy answered phone and told her sasha moved away and freaked her out. A MESS!!!! it's all under control again.
i hooked up with 2 girls and had blast. girls here are manlier than guys!!!! guys are hot but so village and white trash!!!!! will tell u all 'bout it!!!!!
few days ago some girl got stabbed next to me and i had to drag her to emergency room. i hate to say this but she asked for it. i mean she was picking fight with some idiot who i was drinking with & who got out of jail few days b4 for killing guy. confusing story and am kind of buzzed by now to tell it....
FOUND ANOTHER CIG!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!
no grass trees park and nature visits. don't ask me why. i guess i wanted to experience life in city and see if there was place for me here!!!!! still can’t figure it out!!! as crazy as it sounds and looks i love it and miss it!!!!!!
i love that always-on-the-lookout feeling. it occupies me and makes life exciting. safeness and niceness of l.a. gets boring sometimes!!!! u know what i mean by it!!!!!
the other day at 2am as i was leaving park (place where kids gather bring booze and drink), some guy stopped me and wanted me to empty bag and pockets.
i almost choked laughing.
as if I had anything!!!! i was like, “dude you can't rob someone who’s kicking it and drinking on curb 'till 2am. maybe if you’d asked me at 10 last night--but now?”....it was hilarious!!!!
we ended picking up some kid with few marks and all of us got shit-faced ‘till 6am. friend that brought me was little freaked, but i totally had good time with it. i mean i get it!!! or i am insane. either way i ended up walking with my attacker home, who b4 attacking me, got beat up so had bloody face and leg that supposedly was stabbed, and we sang some old songs, walked around and begged money for more booze. it was weird but "good" night!!!!!!!! u get me!!!!
i can't wait to get together with you & smoke a bowl & tell u all about it ‘cause writing is too much. i mean so much I want to say....
well my pc is working again so will try and be more continious!!!!!
my line is kicking in, cig is gone, beer half-done and you are oceans away. i should sleep. last night was my mom’s b-day and i invited bunch of people and got my mom and dad really wasted. my mom, who usually doesn't drink a lot, had 5 shots 4-5 glasses of vine and smoked a joint with me in the park at 1am. she is asleep on the floor listening to enya, and my dad is offended by our behavior and is asleep since 11pm. i guess it was fun. i am still confused but...am glad for my mom ‘cause she broke down. laughed cried bitched. she was on roll!!!!!!
well i will leave you now and will write more tommorrow. have to catch up on your blog but will do so!!!!
i love you and miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
born: 09-08-1977
usa:11 of 96
diagnosed with cf : when I was 8 so like 86
hiv: 11 of 2000
talk to u soon
SAŠA
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text of eoe5-010 from sarajevo: life in city © 2005 by richard kearns. email post © 2005 by sasha k. "New York Tendaberry" from New York Tendaberry, by Laura Nyro. 1968 i think. columbia records. maybe i'll put a link on it to amazon.
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